Friday, June 14, 2013

Most Days Are Good. Some Days Are Crap.

Today has been a crap day, but I'll get over it.

I don't feel like I can complain or whine about my cancer experience so far. Or maybe it's more that I feel like I shouldn't. I'm one of the lucky ones - found early, small and surgery went very well. I didn't have a lot of problems with chemo, mostly annoying things and I'm done with that. And everyone tells me radiation is a cakewalk.

So why did figuring out my fingernails are falling off today upset me so much?

I guess because I really thought I was done with this crap. Yes, I'm still waiting on my hair to grow back, but all the other issues have resolved themselves. It was a shock to realize there might be more side effects to come. It's been seven months and I'm sick and tired of all this nonsense.

I want to be done.

3 comments:

  1. Wow, I had no idea this was another side-effect. You have every right to complain. This has got to be so frustrating.

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  2. Hope you're feeling better today. I can totally understand why this would hit you hard.

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